AIMLESSNESS RESTING IN GOD

You already are what you want to become.

You are a marvel. You are a wonder.

Many of us have been running all our lives.

We have the feeling that we need to run—

into the future, away from the past,

out from wherever we are.

 In truth,

we don’t need to go anywhere.

We just need to sit down and look deeply to discover that

the whole cosmos is right here within us.

Our body is a wonder containing all kinds of information.

To understand ourselves is to understand the whole cosmos.

The way out …

is in.

So long as we think we are a separate self,

distinct from the world around us,

we think we can get out of the world.

But

once we see that we are the world,

that we are made entirely of non-us elements,

we realize that we do not need to go running after anything outside of us.

The world cannot get out of the world.

We already are everything we are looking for.

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The Start of 2020

Our business was doing great, but we still couldn’t afford to buy a house or a condo. Renting in Maui for another 30 years was not an option we wanted to take. Then, Bobbie Jo suggested we buy a sailboat that is comfortable to cruise and live in. By the end of January, we started looking for our new home.

After a long search, we found our dream boat in Mazatlan, Mexico. COVID-19 was not yet a concern when our boat hunt began, but masks were starting to appear at airports by the time we flew to Mazatlan. Originally, we had planned to get the boat ready as fast as possible to cover a full calendar for the busy wedding season. However, it was apparent our business was going to tank amid the pandemic, and the struggle went on until the end of the year.

Luckily, we scored an awesome condo for only $19 a day at Mazatlan. On the 10th day of our stay, we received the news that all harbors will be closed the next Monday morning. We thought we’d be stuck in Mexico longer, but another sailor advised us to leave before sunrise.

We felt the adrenalin of escaping the Mexican harbor master just before the sun rose that faithful day. The seas were rough as waves were building up in the tight channel that led us to the open ocean. We ended up anchored off an adorable little isle just a mile offshore. We enjoyed cruising to many spectacular anchorages and cute villages on our way to Puerto Vallarta, where we would depart for Maui on May 7. On May 30, 2020, we completed our 24-day passage from Mexico to Maui.